God damn madatory alcohol course. It's supposed to take 2 1/2 hours, but it's been 3 1/2 and the hellish thing isn't done. I've gotten to the point where I'm just watching TV and letting the program run. This has been an awful, awful day, nightmarish in its "what can go wrong, will go wrong" unholy law.

I'm not prepared for my INS class or my Spanish class and I haven't done my math homework. Everything has spiraled out of control until I seem to be floating in a terrible haze of uncontrollable uncertaintly.

Traffic this morning was unimaginable. Everything, everything has mounted in an insurpassable mass.