Think of the movie 'Apocolypse Now', add a dash of 'The Pianist', and perhaps a hint of 'Saving Private Ryan' and that is my life right now.

I can't even elaborate - just imagine all of that, and I can assure you that I am experiencing the torment of all of these.

In fact, I'd say Marlow via the Vietnam war had it a tad easier.

Insert a heavy sigh here, and you could be me.