Thursday, July 28, 2005

12:57

Not even vaguely tired, I believe that I have successfully become nocturnal.

12:58

Should really undress, wash face, ect., sleep. But sleep seems so undesirable, like a woman grown old and freckled, no longer seductive.

It is already Thursday, one more block of time whiled away meaninglessly.

1:00

It is entertaining to watch TV after twelve - there are so many commercials for medication to curb insomnia.


1:01

There is a metal cat sculpture with a photograph of a kitten inside sitting on my desk, I suppose I never replaced the picture with something more personal. Why did I keep this cat, or, even less heartening, why is it on display?

Quite a puzzle.

1:03

I never wrote the thank-you note to that woman, I believe I am officially marked for eternal damnation.

I could murder 300 children at a Christian hospital and it still wouldn't matter - I am going to hell because of one old woman and a single thank-you note.

1:05

My sister left her glass of chocolate milk in my room, with a spoon balancing rather dangerously on the cusp of toppling out.

She used all the remaining milk for that one glass.

She only smiled with her bright shining eyes and giggled.

1:08

Chirping crickets, sounds like little high pitched bells ringing and ringing and ringing endlessly in cushions of grass.